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Lennon Davis 不太相信什麼，但她深信數字五能帶來安全感。如果她將臥室電燈開關按五次，或許她在洛杉磯的新學校就不會那麼糟。但感覺不對，於是她又按了一次開關。一次又一次。再按十次開關，也許她的新繼家庭就會接納她。再按二十五次，或許她就不會再害死任何她愛的人。再按五十次，然後她終於可以入睡。
Kyler Benton 從隔壁後院的樹屋安全地目睹了這燈光模式。只有在這裡，躲開同儕不想要的注視，Kyler 才能在他的筆記本裡填滿歌詞，揭示那個藏在寬大連帽衫和尖酸幽默背後的男孩真正的傷痕。但 Kyler 發現，描述金髮、憂鬱眼神和輕敲手指的文字開始佔據他筆記本的頁面。
Lennon，那個他父親警告過他的孤獨鄰家女孩，滲入了他的思緒。即使他已經有夠多事情要處理，無暇顧及 Lennon 傳聞中悲慘的過去，Kyler 還是忍不住想知道關於他新繆思的真相。
I was skeptical about another YA novel tackling mental health, but the way Lennon’s compulsive counting and lighting rituals are woven into her daily struggles pulled me right in. The writing made her anxiety feel raw and real, not like a textbook lesson.
Lennon's OCD rituals felt so real and relatable, I found myself checking light switches right along with her. The way the story balances that internal struggle with her move to LA makes for a gripping read. Definitely one I couldn't put down.
The way the story weaves Lennon's OCD-like need for the number five into everyday moments felt so real and not at all overdone. I caught myself holding my breath during the hallway scenes.
